So.. Alot has changed in the time that has passed from the entries in 2005 and now. First things first - I quit doing drugs.. completely. I also had a child. I had a son born in August of 2006. I'm also engaged to be married in May of this year, but that still has yet to be set in stone.

It's odd reading the past entries and trying to relate to how I felt back then. Of course, I could, but everything I remember from certain situations and emotions just made me feel so.. obsolete. I can't be I was the way I was or did the things I did. Don't get me wrong, they were the best times of my life.. But shit.. I was complete fucktard.

I still drink, but everything else is out of the way, including weed. My life consists of working at El Paso, working on my psych degree, Seth, movies and sleep. How exciting, right? Sometimes Ben is thrown into the equation when he's here. ^-^;

Anyway, To be textually honest, things couldn't be any better, I suppose.

Maybe I'll update a more serious, less vague entry and work on expressing more of myself on here.

Until then, Ciao.

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I was feeling artistic.

I'm getting married to Justin.

And you can't do anything about it. :)